multiple faces

i swear i am still a blogger.  life just has its multiple faces that strike us to either appease or ravage our souls.  hence, deceive us.  

i'll have you know, i've been making new decisions.  at first i was envious.  my graduation date was supposed to be this past may.  well, a transfer + a withdraw (silly thing to do) + a change of major your junior year = alyssa, you start from scratch.  basically.  i finally am able to register for classes at iup; initially i was planning to transfer to wccc, thinking this would get me my degree quicker.  no, i'm no longer do this.  1.  i would like an educational feast because i am eager to be best at what i do.  the greatest enemy of Best is Good.  it takes less effort to be/do good than it does to be/do best, which i will be best.  2.  outsiders do not matter.  starting from scratch is starting brand new.  there are new things to prove to myself that do not involve others.  3.  my mom has recently become my heroine.  she used to be my enemy; now she is VIP in my life.  in her late 40s she is going back to school, presenting projects and speeches in front of a classroom, being out of her element, but thriving.  love your mothers.  everybody.  

my goal:  change of major to the nutrition and dietetics track; become a registered dietitian and certified personal trainer soon after.  monday is a big day for me, and it cannot come quick enough.  i've never been so desperate to be in a classroom setting!  

by the way, i exchanged my purses for a gym bag.  girlfriend needs to get her butt to work.  figure your life out, and learn to know the multiple faces that deceive you.